yosh! ^_^

hello (: i am online to type out DESCRIPTIONS for compo. amazeeng <3


hurhur. i should just go read fanfiction and get inspiration for some but then again i'm off the ghei cos it's a sin and it makes me get disgusting day afters and i need all the luck i can get for Os, kthks, but yaaaa. DID THAT STOP ME YESTERDAY? i swear, i've never prayed so hard as i did yesterday. ( apart from the night before the geog paper ^^) don't get me wrong, im still into kangteuk, anyoneChul, jaemin, etcetc, but i support them as a fangirl. i'm not gonna read pron/smut anymore. I AMM SUJU/DBSK/FTisland/se7en PRON-FREE. did anyone know i read that kinda stuff? hahahaha. LJ is THE love. i swear. ghei sex ed for fangirls. <3

bwaha. i spent the ENTIRE of friday and SATURDAY and TODAY watching (and finishing up) Saiunkoku Monogatari. I saw the ad by accident on TV and i was like MUST WATCHMUSTWATCH and i couldn't stop thinking about cos JEEBERs Ryuuki and Seiran are so pretty. i miss my fushugi yuugi days bwaha -.- hotohori RABU!

i miss my (3 day) holiday already. -.-

i hope i don't fail emath tomorrow.

Someone write me Ryuuki/Seiran fanfiction pleassseee T_T i'm in need cos the websites have ZILCH. it's all Koyuu/Reishin or Koyuu/Shuuei. i mean, i'm all for koyuu/shuuei but koyuu/reishin is incest so that makes it alot more interesting. despite the fact that, no it's not really incest cos koyuu was adopted only so yahhhh.

i'm glad my pairings are so much more sophisticated now. I cannot believe i used to read Harry (ok i nearly spelt this HAIRY and i was like "this sounds wrong -.-")/Bill. hhahaha.

i feel the burning tendrils of hell's wrath curling around me waiting to drag me irrevocably down into the fiery furnace of DHOOM. bwaha.

i srsly hope i don't fail engrish tomorrow. -.-

i srsly hope i don't fail chinese even more. (oh wait i don't even take it anymore ^^)

im so happy i have two days free after tuesday.

to all the poor darlings who take HCL or smartly decided to go retake chinese.
HAHAHA LOZERS. i got a b3. i am HAPPEEEEE. XD

God, please bless me for my exam tomorrow.

God, please make the compo topics tomorrow worth doing

God, i need an A1 for english. please T_T

i know sam is quite scared for english.. she won't read thisby tomorrow (cos im the only loser who's online now) so ya. ilu sam you'll do fantastic!

i hope i do tooooooooo. I NEED 6 POINTS!!!


in my last post i posted this:
taken from </a></b></a>kapurechini because i was browsing my flist <s> for destractions to keep me from studying so i can happily fail Os</s> for fun ^^</a>

1. CHANGMIN's body. T_T i honestly thought i was a bit deeper than that -.-
2. jaejoong's new hair. OMG WIN.
3. CHANGMIN's balloon days hair. PRINCE. why can't he go back to that T_T
4. watching heechul win at life on XMAN
5. watching chullah on ANY show for that matter, cos he pwns
6.thinking about the day (never) i'll meet super junior or dbsk in person
7. hearing se7en sing
8. losing weight
9. watching teukie hipthrust (and proceeding to replay the 3 precious seconds 20 times)
10. MYBESTFRIENDS ILU (this can  be #0 as well, cos they are overall NUMBER 1, FOREVER AND EVER)
insert edit here: change Bestfriends to #0.5, cos God is overall #0 foreverandever, amenamen. <3

taken from kapurechini because i was browsing my flist <s> for destractions to keep me from studying so i can happily fail Os</s> for fun ^^

1. CHANGMIN's body. T_T i honestly thought i was a bit deeper than that -.-
2. jaejoong's new hair. OMG WIN.
3. CHANGMIN's balloon days hair. PRINCE. why can't he go back to that T_T
4. watching heechul win at life on XMAN
5. watching chullah on ANY show for that matter, cos he pwns
6.thinking about the day (never) i'll meet super junior or dbsk in person
7. hearing se7en sing
8. losing weight
9. watching teukie hipthrust (and proceeding to replay the 3 precious seconds 20 times)
10. MYBESTFRIENDS ILU (this can  be #0 as well, cos they are overall NUMBER 1, FOREVER AND EVER)

OMG READ THIS

WHYWHYWHY

when i was talking to my friend and we were discussing about who would cheat on their girlfriends

you were #1 on my "NOHEWON'T" list

(maybe cos i was the teensiest bit bias)

but teukieteukie you keel me T_T

I feel as though my world just came crashing down. Haha. is that weird? In all my fangirly fantasies Teukie never cheated <s>on me</s> and now it's like reality shock. i forgot the phrase. Reality blow? call of reality? dose of reality? ehh. WTFever. And Eunhyuk. Haha. LOL. i don't think, ever, if they're trying to talk about secrets, Eunhyuk's porn doesn't come out. Rmb the super junior show where they did the lie detector bit thing? HAHAH. plus BO. Lol. Hyukkie i still love you. ^^

I remember back when sher started getting into the Korean thing last year, i was like I AM NEVER GOING TO LIKE KOREAN BOYS BECAUSE IM VERY CONTENTED WITH MY TENIMYU AND MY KAT-TUN BOYS.

i've degenerated into this <i>thing</i> who can only moan and groan about not being able to see DBSK and who gets off (lol. no, not really, actually, but i quite like using this word/phrase/WTFever^^)on staring at changmin in his skin tight clothes and white skinny jeans that really ought to be made illegal cos honestly he looks way too good in them kthksbye. XD

And i can't believe i'm calling people hyukkie and teukieteukie. Honestly. I thought i was a bit more sane than that.

Oh studying ^^ Back to Manufacturing for me (:

I tend to blame alot of things on studying. -.- is this a sign.? Of... i dunno, erm. No, i really don't know -.-

DBSK IS ON THE SAME TIME ZONE AS ME NOW.

WTF i'm SUCH A LOSER THIS IS ALL I CAN DREAM.



....



but i'll take what i can get. (:

Why do planets stay in one place in the universe if there's no gravity in the universe to hold them in place? (cos of gravity from sun? EHH)

why does the world revolve in a fixed path if there's no like planet track (like a train track?) ? ( cos of gravity from sun, again?)



think jae, think (:

...

i dunno why i care. -.-

i think i study too much (HAHAHAHAHHAAH. right)

1 MORE MONTH AND NO MORE STUDYING DAMNITDAMNITDAMNIT

5 more days to Os ^^


KAMBARIMASSU TEEWHY ~ <3

GUESS WHO's GOT A NEW COMPUTER!!!!!


HAHAHAHHA awesome. ok im completely breaking my "iwillnotgooncomputeruntilifinishmyfirstroundofrevision" thing. which kinda isn't happening. i think i'll be staying up late tonight to finish the 1 chapter of geog and 2 chapters of bio i was supposed to finish by tonight. the odd (and rather disgusting) thing is that i can't even go through two pages of bio without wanting to drop dead (or into bed). cos. shit boring stuff.

good luck to inana, chantal, ester, abby and all the p6s this year. PSLE STARTS MONDAY BWAHA. good luck people. i l u !

im just typing this so i can feel up the keyboard of my computer a bit more. feel up / molest/ mindlessly rape it. hahah. no srsly. i've been like TOUCHING it for the past few hours cos like i can't believe "omg. computer!"

it's a lil teeny bit laggy cos it's only 1.8 gHz, but WTH THE COVER MAKES UP FOR IT. my dad was kinda like -,- when i told him that. but this computer is really sexy (: but everyone who knows of it, including sam( >.< ) and my uncle who owns the shop that we bought it from, makes me feel like a complete spoilt brat. which isn't true. cause i've been angling for one since like march (hurhur) i nearly got a tablet pc. T_T i saw ms kek's word on her tablet and i was like i want microsoft word like that, and i was thinking, must get a tablet -.- and i just realised it's only microsoft word 2007. hahahah i suck.

i got sidetracked for a bit. bloody camera died. hahahah. as in webcam. i restarted like 3 times T_T now it works ^^




















anywayanyway. sexy comp = new resolve for the next 3 weeks.

does THAT EVEN LINK?

hahah.

trainofthought: sexy comp --> study?

shouldn't it be sexy comp -->don'tstudycosi'llbetoobusymolestingcomputer?

the way my mind thinks. wth. HHAHAHA. oh changminchangmin so hot. so hot T_T

damn 1: i'm not korean
damn 2: not skinny enough to be korean superstar
damn 3: cannot sing
damn 4: can barely dance
damn 5: SINGAPORE. T_T

i mean.. S>KL for concert ANYTIME (just so i can go see, meaning, i'm not insulting kl. im just pissed that's it's one causeway and 5 chances of being attacked by menweildingparangs/kidnapped/raped/slicedintobits far away.

ya. DAMMMNNN

i mean. why CAN't THEY COMMMEEEE. It'S ONLY 2 HOURS AWAY EVEN SHINHWA CAME (damn 6: WHY DIDN'T I GO SEE SHINHWA WTHWTHWTH)

ugh. lsm. NO WONDER WHY ALL THE POPULAR STARS LEAVE YOU WHEN THEY FINISH THEIR CONTRACT.

or avextrax. whatever. DAMMMN.

...

DAMMMMNNNNNNNNNIIT.


....

why can't i be freaking malaysian.
oh yea.
cos i'd be hacked up into bits by now. ughhh.


CAN I PLEASE GO CRY KTHX.


hahahha. but staring at my sexy computer makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
warm = heat energy = latent heat supplied = evaporation of tears.


wooowwwzha my physics is ACENUMBERONEISHOULDWINTHEBOOKPRIZE-(take breath here)-WHYDIDN'TI-(pause for effect)-OHYEACOSIGOTAB4. -.-

screw. it.

i need to go study weathering.

physical weathering is the physical disintegration of rocks in which the size and shape of the rocks is altered but not its makeup. The rock breaks into angular and coarse pieces, and this type of weathering is most likely to occur in places with large diurnal temperature ranges, with temperatures fluctuating above and below (note ABOVE AND BELOW - not around. i totally listen during class kthx) 0degC and in places with little vegetation.

i realised two things while typing that.
1) i typed that completely from memory (am going somewhere with this studying thing, apparently)

2) seriously.

who cares?

BENTO # 1. EVVVEERR!

SHOES ARE MY THERAPY.

i swear. whenever i feel lousy, i just put on a pair, and i instantly feel my worries melt away. GAWD.

OMGOMG. hana yori dango 2 is teh best.
i just downloaded ep 1
it was so sad at first.



an i really gotta go bathe and do work now. i'll fangirl later. ~ja
right now, my haken no hinkaku ep 1 and nobuta (batch torrent) are downloading. haken no hinkaku stars shirota yuu. that's reason enough to dwnload. ^^

you know how my calculator has got writings on it?

yea. so i was like "nail polish remover will get rid of it"

and guess what. i advise no one to ever ever do that.

unless you like melted calculators.

then. be my guest. >.<

I have homework... T_T

and when there's homework to be done, and you're too dead to do it,

you turn to pocky.

inspired by the amzing number of people who put it into their kids bentos.

i want a freaking bento.

not those commercial kinds you find in sakae or taka.

the real, homemade kind with cute shapes and onigiri.

like the ones jap moms make. like the ones mariko makes for shuuji in nobuta wo produce.

but i'll just settle for pocky, now, i guess.

THIS IS MY ENNGERRLISH COMPO STARTING. which i deleted cos i went 300 words ove rhte limit.


Dreams are the essence of a child's youth, the driving force behind any endeavors he chooses to undergo. Many a spark of intellectual wonder was born from first, a dream as a child, then evolving, through the years, into a slowly but surely growing flame of enterprise, before finally morphing, after sheer uncountable amounts of blood, sweat and tears, into an untamable bonfire of unparalleled success.


(everyone sweatdrop here)

cheem right?

my compo is still over the limit. Mrs choo just came back, i'll ask her if it's ok...

She just left. i'll post my compo here anyway. it's actually rather pretty (:

      

 comments please. even tho it's got nothing to do with you.

cos comments are love

and i live off them

and i'm a very starved child. ^_^

1 more friggin chemistry table, like about 200 tys questions (~dies), 1 english essay, 1 chemistry assignment, half a chinese book and one physic file to file before i can sleep tonight.

damn.







im in the mid of the ppl ssitting down. ^_^

vicky, smelly, zhix, jia , jo, rona and whoever else went, more pics at my imagestation. (:

<3

This is where i insert lyrics to some emomofo song.

But thanks to my highly retarded playlist and the fact that most of the songs are japanese which i only partially understand.

i can't find any.

Eff.

I just realised that  if i feel like getting mself involved in something... and i find out that that something, whatever it is, already contains people that i know about/know/have bad experiences with and i feel insecure/not good enough around them, i tend to steer clear (and i mean clear) from the thing i was going to join, no matter how much i wanted to, cos, who knows, that person might just go *sighh i can't believe she's here damnit* and i don't want to put anyone into that position. Admittedly, i'm somewhat of a "i want everyone to like me and not feel obligated cos im around" kind of person. Mouu, i'm also the type of person who wouldn't want someone to be talking/working with me whilst in her head saying "i. wish. she. would. just. vapourise. on the. spot. PLEASE" Especially if like someone in the group asked a friend to join and not me. then i would probably go like "maybe i'm not good enough", and even if i'm at the noticeboard ready to sign up, i'll just walk away.

i just don't have that kind of self confidence. Mou, i don't think i have much self confidence at all actually.

So many people are better than me, so many people more adept at what they do, that even when i pass them in school, i tend to shy away, even if they used to be my best friends. People with more friends than me... too. especially when i know their characters. How would i know if they're not laughing at me behind my back? My school is filled with people like that. Which is tres annoying. But i do do it myself though, but not meanly. well, not intentionally meanly. hypocrite... yea i know whut you're thinking. but that's just me.

No wonder why my life sucks. No wonder why i'm sucha loser right now. T.T

Thank God no one from MG will be reading this. ~ gotta love LJ.

YOSH! I got this Forever21 skirt the other day ( i think i told some ppl) and i came home to realise it doesn't fit cos it's way too big. T.T

Vicky suggested donating it to salvation, bt i did pay 63 SGD for it and it's not even worn yet, so it's not something i'm prepared to do.

so, if anyone wants it, I'm selling it for 45 SGD which is actually more than 25% off it's normal price.

It's never been worn, and washed only once.

Details
Size : M
Colour: ranges from dark denim to washed denim
Front: normalish, but the seam forms a horizontal V with the pointy part facing left. but it's just sort of a slightly bent line, not a very pronounced V.
Back: 2 pockets, silver embroidery... see pics for details cos i dunno how to describe this part.
Measurements: behind the cut


I'm begging ppl to get it off me cos i've actually been wearing the same topshop skirt since last last november (2005) and im seriously dying to get a new one and my new one was supposed to be this but, as i mentioned, it doesn't fit me...(cos i stupidly didn't try walking arnd in it in the fitting room) so yea. PLEASE! i bought like a Guess bag and wallet and shoes today so im not allowed to buy anything else till next year and i really do need a new skirt and i can't get one more unless i rid myself of this.

To people in Singapore only, btw. MSN me if you want it ^_^. ppl being redirected here from blogger who have my number can SMS me. anyone Singaporeans who just happen to pop by, leave a comment or MSN me if ya want it.

If you're debating whether or not to get it, and all reason fails, please, think of it as an act of kindness.

I AM SUCH A HAPPY GIRL NOW. cos my daddy finally gave me the stuff he got in japan for me. altho they're all really old things, as in they came out eons ago, they're in my hands. so i'm doing like a thousand squees per minute in my head now. YAYE.

stuff

1) yamapi poster, even tho it's not a real good one
2) KAT-TUN poster
3) PI pics
4) KAT-TUN pics
5) Katou Kazuki Live Gig 2006
6) MUSICAL The Prince of Tennis Best Actor Series The Imperial Match Hyoutei Gakuen Memorial Album Katou Kazuki as Keigo Atobe (that's a seriously long name...)
7) Cinepuri dvd
8) Katou Kazuki rough diamond CD (een tho i already have the songs ^_^)
9)Yamapi Daite Senorita single (even though i already have the song)
10) the best of KaT-TUN album.

alot of pics, so pics behind the cut ^_^

I don't have pics for 7 - 10, cos they're my "christmas presents". i'm guessing this means no laptop anymore, but WHUTEVER.

~squeeee

to ppl being directed here from my blog, click the word "cut". ^_^. sorry if you feel like im treating ya'll like imbeciles, but when i first started out on LJ, i was sooooo LOST ^_^

Oh. an di just watched the last ep of proj runway. ULI's collec. was so much better. HURRRM. more deets at blogger ^_^. i just took blatant advantage of LJ's spankin picture system. ^_^

im horny for my jappy boys ^_^/ not in that way. minds outta the gutter people.

*//EDIT: WHOOO. live gig comes with POSTCARDS!!!!

just got back from the airport. which was shit crowded with JAPANESE BOYS. everywhere you turn JAPANESE HIGH SCHOOL BOYS. because they're all going back on the ELEVEN OCLOCK FLIGHT. which I WOULD HAVE BEEN ON if not for the fact that the plane was full cos of the JAPANESE HIGH SCHOOL BOYS (AND GIRLS) and the only tickets thatwere left were the 1800 dollar ones.

no one will understand my angst right now. my heart practically broke when i walked into the airport and saw all the JAPANESE BOYS.

damnit.

HURM. This is my trial period here. So everyone who linked my blogger, don't bother relinking until i officially tell ya to. ^_^

I sound really important now. So whoever's reading this, run and get me a frup from starbucks please. Oh, and no whipped cream. It doesn't agree with my bowels.

Thanks. actually, no, high powered people don't say thanks. I'll just give you a highly practiced, highly trained disdainful look and a condescending nod, and return to my work, or rather, my lack of work. Which is fine by me >P

I've prolyl got the whole evil-boss-from-hell-and-i-am-so-better-than-you character from The Devil Wears Prada down. I should get an Oscar!

On to more mundane things. Should i go for gb in school tmr, then do my IC, then cont another 2 hrs of miserable CIP at Lakeside (effectively missing a FREE trip to escape theme park which is just as well cos im too chikin to ride anything) or should i go for a full 8 hours at Lakeside (which means a free trip to Escape which would be kinda redundant cos i'd prolly end up as the official bag carrier cos i'm wayyy to chikin to rid anything). Hurm. Im guessing going to school would be better cos then i'd make a good impression on my teachers and get sent for PBB next year? But then again... I'm screwed. ^_^

OHOH. but i got my eyebrows done (finally!) at Jean Yip today. I went to ICA to do my IC but then the photobooth there sucks BIG TIME so i got really annoyed at the freaking picture (i had gray patches all over my face. schtupid light) and after waiting 45 mins to get the pic done, i just went out of ICA. i was hanging arnd Bugis and i passed Jean Yip and figured, it's time to do my eyebrows anyway, so i went in. 15 bucks only. hahahah. im going to do my photo there tomorrow. TAKE THAT FRIKIN USELESS PHOTOBOOTH. URGH.

Oh. AND PEOPLE FROM BLOGGER WHO ARE UTTERLY USELESS (well, more useless than me per se) AT LJ, click TAG ME and tag using ANONYMOUS. but pls put your name somewhere in the post. I LOVE YOU! and i'll prolly get less tags than Mel's xanga, cos i know people are lazzeee. and that's saying something. HEH. i want a tagboard man. Whoa. i shall put the tagboard code on my userinfo and whoever wants to tag me just tag me there. But please comment me! i wanna look as if i actually have friends here. WHich i don't, really. Which is why my xanga sits there untouched, cause, i'd have so few subscriptions, if someone who didn't know me came by it, she'd nominate me for the "Loser of the year" award somewhere, reason? i have no friends.

But i know ya'll really do love me! (i hope) ^_^

Just lookit my userpic and see how much KENKEN is begging you to comment me too ~.-

*//EDIT: i forgot my daily jappy boy update. I saw the JUNON mag with Katou Kazuki today at kino. My mom didn't wanna get it for me. i shall go get it myself. Incidentally, i'm not going to japan after all cos the ticket prices were $1800 bucks per person cos they only had business class left or something. my dad offered to let me go anyway but my mom made more sense. i fi don't i could get a new laptop/camera or both. so yea. bu tmy dad's gna try to help me buy katou kazuki's calendar / dboys calendar and the tenimyu DVDs. YAYE! i love making Kat rich!

*//EDIT2: they have MGS in the schools directory on LJ. WHOOOA